A Different Kind Of My Own

I feel hopeless
The disguise failed
And my tears surrendered for the last breath.
I’m scared to face the horizon on my own
I can’t ever get enough of a one.
Just a vision for none
And a simple stranger to the world.

A different kind of my own
Is laying down on the floor
Believing that the stars are blind
And that the pain is watching over me.
Deep inside me, I ought to die
I’m scared to die.

The last goodbye
Soft as the wind
Is erasing my presence for eternity
For a time where no-one will know
I can’t get enough, neither for the one.
Just a crying baby alone in the world
And a simple spirit gazing nowhere else.

A different kind of my own
Is holding the weight of the world
Missing the touch of a simple skin
Missing the breath of a simple fire.
Deep inside me, I ought to cry
Don’t let me cry alone.

A different kind of my own
I ought to please the pain
But pain is forgettable